Christian BoyLove Forum #62828
I have come to look at it this way after reading many scriptures in the Bible; When I was a boy or child, my speech, feelings and thinking were those of a child. then in adolescence, I spoke, thought and reasoned like
one. But then I became a man and my thoughts grew far beyond those of my childhood and boyhood years, As adults we soon learn of the conflict and guilt of the soul, spirit, flesh, law and the world inwhich we are born. There is not much I can add to what has been said; but in my view the question of how we have come to see our sexual growth has come to an understanding of our delimma as male lover of self and others and our task of what best we can do to live with who and what we are, as well as what we can and will become. Religion for me is not the answer; but an understanding of the real true meaning and purpose of sex has been of help as I read of it in the Bible which many have found interpretation that address the conflict and guilt they may come to deal with. I know that we each are tested by the desires of our heart and such are those of right and good ones, as well as wrong and bad ones. Every day and in many ways I have to deal with what some see as lustful or perverted and it leads me to have guilt for having such feelings. And it is at such times I thank GOD for JESUS and His Holy Spirit that frees me from the Sin of such desire as I try hard not to carry them out. Justine |