Christian BoyLove Forum #63177
Yeah, you know for a long time I felt that I was one of the later types...the ones who might want to avoid children. But I love children and it really broke my heart to have to live that way. I've done it for a long time now and I hate it. I've done it for so long, in fact, that now I even wonder if I've forgotten how to interact with kids. Of course most of the time I have no real reason to be around kids, so I am not. But when I'm at church and I am talking with parents, or now that a certain young teenager is playing on our worship team, I sometimes have to talk with kids. I think I am slowly coming around but believe me it is slow. Well, slow progress is probably better than no progress I guess. I don't think I have ever felt a specific calling to work with kids, but I love them and would love to be able to if at all possible.
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