Christian BoyLove Forum #63245
Perhaps not, but it does have a catchy ring to it.
I do have my beliefs in God, newly founded. That probably has more to do with me being willing to dive right into the 12-steps than anything else, but there you have it. Yeah, I am a BL, who has grown more than just a little weary of the shitty ways other self-proclaimed BLs have been living their lives. Mainly, doing horrible things to other people, then blaming everything but themselves when the time comes to face the consequences of their own disastrous actions. I used to be the same way in many respects myself (although, in my case, the disastrous actions did not involve felonies), but I am willing to face that reality today. As far as to what my username represents - well, of course, I am going to remain anonymous. I have posted to BL forums using other nicks before, and was dismissed as a troll. So, I will wear that as a badge. No hard feelings, people, no hard feelings. Just have to speak my mind, and whether or not anybody wants to listen, it's his prerogative, not mine. I am looking for some degree of spiritual growth these days. Seriously. I have an AA sponsor who knows all of the dirt there is to know on me, and he is working with me pretty relentlessly (as an AA sponsor should do with all of his sponsees), but more spiritual discussion with others is never a bad thing. So, there you have it. I may say things that will make people think I am trolling (although that really is not my problem, now is it?), and I will keep the Anonymous part intact. |