Oh man, I just joined one of those web sites that helps you to find people that you are looking for and I found my beloved YF, "L"! I have his most current address and phone number and also sent emails to all three of his most current email addresses. Oh man! He is 29 years old now. I gave him my phone number in the emails I sent him and told him I would love to hear from him. Man...I have no idea what is going to happen, if anything, but I am hoping and praying that we will be able to connect and be able to talk or write to one another at least. God I hope he thinks well of me. I have no idea what he thought or felt about me when he left so many years ago but I suspect it might not have been good. Oh well, I guess I will find out. At least I hope I will find out. I do have his phone number now but I think I will wait and see if he replies to me for a while before I try to call him. Oh man, I love him so much still and I know this is going to be just torture.

Thank you Cat for encouraging me to do this. I hope it works!