I realized I was a BL about when I was 14, a freshman in high school, but what I really wanted is to walk into the junior high locker room. I know I had been gay since I was about six. I wanted nothing more then to be with a touch a boy then. I was with that boy from the time I was 6, to the time I was 11, then branched off to other boys my age. When I started high school, I had realized that all the attractive people where back at the middle school (with few exceptions). I realized I wasn't the only one actually, when I started high school, which was around the same time I found this board ;)