I don't think there is any need to force yourself to be here or in any other forum if you don't feel comfortable. Just know that if you do want to hang out here, you are welcomed.

We will be having our first book study here soon. More details to be announced shortly. We will be doing "The Purpose Driven Life" although we won't be following the traditional 40 days of purpose format. Although I don't what kinds of posts are the ones you find hard dealing with, I would imagine they are a type of post that is unlikely to come up during a Christian book study. If you want Christian fellowship with others who have an attraction to boys, perhaps that might be one of the most stress-free ways to go about it. Feel free to join us in that; more details coming soon.