I am now convinced that the young boy at my church that I really like does not like me at all. Or if he does like me, it is very, very little. Oh, I know that there are going to be people in the world who do not like me, and that it isn't important for everyone to like me. I know all of that stuff, but it doesn't make it any easier to take when the person who doesn't like you is someone you have a huge crush on. Man....sometimes it sucks to be a BL!