I take great reassurance in knowing God had a design for me before I was created. When ever I find my circumstances overwhelming I focus on the idea that I'm part of something He is doing in my life... something He planned... something He is working out... and that brings me loads of comfort and reassurance.

I feel safe knowing that everything is under His control.

As to being a BL. I know that this is part of the plan. So I don't see it as a hindrance. I'm convinced that my being a BL is in harmony with God's plan for me... it's such a huge part of my life and has been for so long... it would seem kinda silly to say it wasn't.

Blessings
Cat.