Yes I am active in my church and this forum but those things are only activities. They are good things to be sure, but not substitutes for some of the things I know I am missing. I am not in the Word nearly enough and I know that I don't talk to God enough. I'm afraid that I have kind of turned into one of those "Sunday Morning Christians" and I just hate being that. Besides doing this study, I have been reading the Bible almost every day and am trying to remember to pray through the day. I have been watching Joyce Meyer every morning when I get up and it's been her preaching that has really convicted me of how my spiritual life has been slowly going downhill.