I use to belong to BL boards awhile ago & had a few BL net friends to chat with (I miss that aspect the most) Having a friend just to talk with who was also a BL'er. Then I left it, the boards & the friends as I felt not many understood me as all I wanted was friendship. I never was interested in pics but most kept asking if I had any more even OMG nude. Sure I had a few of cute boys in speedos then I would say "that is all I have, please stop asking, all I have are normal boy pics found on a google search". Sure I may have a fantasy in my mind but GOD has shown me right from wrong. My God accepts me but guides me in life. To actually touch a boy is so VERY wrong & even if he wants it, he may eventually as he get older my have lifelong regrets. No one knows how that boy of 12 will feel when he is 17 about his past. Boys do not need an adult to test the waters.

I was one of the extremely few boys that I know of that had a positive boy/man relationship from 9yo+ (I only mention this because this man is gone to heaven now).

I have been reading this board for awhile & feeling soooooooo very lonely today, I felt I should post. I think the BL world is such a lonely place to be but I can never change what I feel in my heart for boys. My love for boys is pure, simple & honest. I do think GOD accepts that. Joey