I actually fear thinking of a future time of lost attraction.

I'm not obsessed either, and my love is pure, and it scares me to think of myself having no desire for girls. For example, the way I see little boys, I would be sad and my life would lose meaning if girls and boys were the same to me.

If her boobs and vag didn't give me warm feelings and excitement, I would be all the more boring as a person.

I am glad you like boys freddie, someone's got to!