Re: Admirable
Submitted by ken on August 20 2000 22:08:26
In reply to Admirable submitted by David on August 20 2000 02:36:33
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Thank you for your post, David. It's very encouraging. I'm also filled with emotion, but I'm not ready to tell you about that. Maybe later. Anyway... "Are you ready to die for boylove?" Good question. I've thought about that before, and I don't know what my answer would be. I don't know what God would prefer. I'm ready to die for God, and if God wants my to die for boylove, by all means, I will. But if it means dying *to* God, then certainly no, I'd rather kill boylove. "My affective nature leads toward the prepubescent boy and I believe God has inspired it." I said that once, although not in those words. And not to the world, but only to one boy. He's a Christian, the one that first shared the gospel with me, actually. It's a long story, and I'd love to tell you about it, but the gist of it is this: He was rather attractive to me, and a couple years younger (of course!). I opened up to him about being gay (and confused), in part because I thought he was cute and was secretly hoping he'd not only approve but be interested in joining me... Of couse, that didn't happen. But we had a good talk. By the end of it, certain of our differences and wanting to make my point clear to him, I told him that I was actually attracted primarily to younger, early teenage boys, and that I was confident that God designed me that way intentionally, to fulfill his purposes (after all, God creates everything for a purpose... but beyond that, I don't think I would have gotten saved then if I weren't attracted to this guy and asked him to share the gospel with me.). I'll talk to you again soon. |
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