Hi Feelingdirty, I am having some difficulty being able to go online right now...my time is extreemly limited. I read your first post, and believe me I truly want to read them all, but time will not permit me to do so. However, I feel so strongly for you in your struggle. This is not an easy life, brother. Not at all. When you think about it...the entire world is pretty much agaist us. But I want you to know this....God is NOT against us! He, who sent His only Son to live and die for us, LOVES us! He is absolutely FOR us! Forget about what society thinks, and forget about what the churches think....these are man-made institutions. God has given the world a Kingdom, but it is not one that the world accepts. The world, even the church-world, cannot understand or accept God's Holy Kingdom of the heart! A Kingdom, by the way, that I see so strongly in your heart! Please feel very, very welcome here. I hope and pray you will stay with us, brother, and perhaps you won't feel "dirty" after some time. God see's His creation in you....and nothing in His creation is bad or dirty! God Bless you, Brother! Love in Christ Jesus, Chris |