Re: Need help with my addiction
Submitted by asb on October 01 2000 01:23:46
In reply to Need help with my addiction submitted by huey551 on September 29 2000 01:20:01
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Huey, I am attracted to boys. I love them and want to be around them, and sometimes I am obsessed with them, But I don't do ANYTHING. I know that it is wrong, I know that it WOULD hurt the child, I know that a sexual relation ship with a child is not normal because (among other reasons) the child can not emotionally understand what is involved. And, its just wrong. I could get caught, that would lead me to throw away EVERYTHING God gave me to use in his name (We are all put here for a reason, HIS reason.) But Huey, you know that. Also know this, there are billions of hetrosexual men who have never raped a woman. They have morals and values and they would not do that to another human being. They (unlike many pedophiles) do not think that force sex is invetiable. It goes the same with us. We have morals and we stand on them. I always though in the back of my mind that eventually I might "slip" and hurt a kid and end up in jail, then I realized (with the help of this site) that it is NOT inevitable that I will hurt a child. I don't have it in me to do that to another personm and you don't either. YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE THE CHOICE. God helps us, and guides us, but the choice is yours. Everyday people are tempted to do things they know are wrong, they pass by the temptation, because they would never go agaist their faith, and their morals. We must remember this. Huey, tonight, before you go to bed, look into the mirror and rmind yourself that you are God's child, he has sent you here with a purpose, and he has given you a moral foundation. Remind yourself that you are not a hurter, that you would not do those things, because they go against everything you are. Say to your self, GOD MADE ME THIS WAY, BUT I AM NOT A MOLESTER. i REFUSE TO BE A MONSTER. GOD IS STRONGER THAT MY NATURE. I bid you peace, ASB (sorry if I got preachy, I'm a little exhausted) |
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