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Submitted by Bucky-ro on November 06 2000 01:21:25
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Wow, this is something, I found bL resources over a year ago and thought for sure that I was the only BL who is also a Christian. I guess ya just never know... I read the Paraklesis piece and found it to be almost exactly like my life. A little about me, I am married and my wife knows all about my attraction. The biggest thing on her mind was have I ever acted on my attractions, which I can honestly say no I have not. A year ago I wrote a story about the only boy I ever fell in love with, it is called simply "Andy" the link to it is below. I let my wife read it as well. I have a few boys in my life but the most of them are my nephews, however the most special is my 4 year old son. Only 2 would be called friends, however I dont like the term "young friend" because it has brings certain things to mind. In the last year I have made many BL friends and have met a bunch IRL too. They are great guys and believe it or not but last summer I took my wife to meet 2 of them as well. For the longest time all I wanted was to spare her the pain of knowing my secret but since she "found out" life has just gotten better and better. I really do love her, in fact I think its safe to say she is the only woman I will ever love. As for the boys in my life, well like I told her, I didnt ask to be this way, I aint ever done anything I regret either. I see my love of boys as a gift, now more than ever. I just love seeing a boy happy, and knowing I had something to do with it, thats the greatest feeling in the world. See ya later Bucky |
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