There was a 30-something man interested in me at one time, but of course he was a nut case... He really was, he has for the longest time had mental problems... I was oblivious to the fact that he was apparently attracted to me, fortunately, my parents weren't. Well, it's hard to say if I could picture myself at eight with a thirty five year old. I would no doubt have said no to the idea back then. But that was back then... My attraction has always been to boys, rather than adult men. That is of course what I want most of all; to be a boy again. When I was younger I wasted my youth... And looked, almost desperately you might say, to find a friend who would 'play'. But I didn't find anybody really... I gave up, and stayed away from everybody... It's been five years at least since I made a new friend... And I've lost most of the ones I did have... I've dealt with being alone fairly well, but this year, I've really gotten tired of it. I'm not a people person, I never have been. But I need to do something, or else I'll always be alone... Any Ideas? =) There's a support problem of sorts... How can I find someone to be with, being unable to handle crowds? Let me know if you have any suggestions. It can be a boy, somebody my age, it doesn't matter... Thanks. =") |