be careful little eyes what you see
Submitted by Splash! on February 01 2001 00:47:53
In reply to Things not to say / do at work submitted by Forgiven on January 31 2001 18:16:48
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I'm not so concerned about what I say, but what I'm looking at. I always fear that someone is going to see me looking at something I shouldn't. (For example, when I look at a woman, I fear that her boyfriend/husband might be near and see me looking at her. But I see a lot of other men turn their heads and stare at certain parts of a beautiful woman's body. They often say something like, "Damn! Ain't she hot?!" or something like that). I guess the same thing goes for a lot of boylovers; however, we have to be more careful revealing this part of ourselves out in public. That's all I need! For people at work to be suspicious of my pedophilic nature! A man who looks at a woman inappropriately may be seen as an "animal" -- but a man who looks at a boy "inappropriately" is quickly seen as a MONSTER!! I still fight the temptation and the urge to look. Sometimes I keep a running tally on how often I give in to the urge to look during one day, and then I try to do better the next day, and then the day after, and so on. It helps, but it's still quite a struggle. The attraction is there and a lot of times I wonder if it'll ever go away. Splash |
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