How old were you? I was alot like that when I was young. As all my post over the last week have explained. I hungered for affection threw sexual contact. Why? who knows. It seemed like that was the deepest, tho now I know it's not. Tonight I sat and watched "Queer as Folk" I am not gay but I don't shun such people...and I enjoy watching a good show, and I think it's good. Well, as two of the guys made love, I hungered again for such affection...to be held, kissed, told that they cared about me like that. It reminded me of the past...I could feel it...so strong...unexplainable. I am so sorry some creep took advantage of you...and what makes me sick...is it could have easily have been me. After a child has been molested they usually want to do it again...or they start having sex early like at 12, or 13. I guess it kinda clensess out the person who touched you without your permission. I am so sorry. Please forgive me. Whoever did this too you scared you deeply...if you need anyone to talk too...though I am young...I am a good listener. You may borrow my ear if you want. May God Bless your everyday, Forgotten |