He speaks to me all the time and the answer is always the same; give towards others. How can I go against that? I suppose I could but I don't feel it would be the right thing to do. Am I supposed to stop listening to God to fufill my own needs? I think not. Yet I suffer for what he wants me to do. I don't understand where that comes from. Maybe I never will. I do know that if this is what he wants me to do then I will continue. I guess I'll have to figure out why he wants it like this. |