Thanks for the support
Submitted by Nate on July 22 2001 20:39:05
In reply to And I thought I had problems submitted by Forgiven on July 22 2001 17:47:25
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Things are becoming clearer already. What a difference it makes to be able to speak, and to hear others perspective! Yes, 4of4 will remain safe. Its been two months since I took him out and he seems to be OK. Things are different in his family now. He gets love and support at home. I am obeying my leadership's directive and have since that meeting (though before I got here I thought it was going to kill me!) As you mentioned, the larger question is what is God's will here. I truly believe that I am called to serve this minister. I DONT believe that he will ever get past his bias, forgive me, and release me to minister. I fear that my public reputation is already ruined, it doesn't matter if I did anything or not (its a small town). All this looks hopeless, yet I know that my God is able to change it. I hope I can remain in faith until his will is accomplished. The next issue is boylove. I think in my first post I was trying to convince all of you (and myself) that there is validity and true good in my love for boys. I guess I was preaching to the choir, please excuse me. Up to now, my prayer has been that God would heal me of loving boys and give me passion for the daughter of God that he has prepared for me. I have considered that I may remain celibate all my life, but I certainly do not feel that I have received grace for that! Anyway, please do rush in with any thoughts that you have. I can apply discernment and prayer. Nate |
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