Re: Really need some input on a struggle I'm having
Submitted by JohnQ on October 2 2001 18:14:49
In reply to Really need some input on a struggle I'm having submitted by Dakota on October 2 2001 15:35:49
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When I was young(er), I had similar struggles. Fighting against what was in me and what, as it turns out, a part of me, proved futile. I have admitted that being turned on by pix like you describe. You can see this as sort of a form of alcoholism, with its 12 step program, or as a part of you that may not be "politically correct". How much of boy love, specifically YOUR boy love, isn't something that modern society accepts, and that has become your struggle? Do you want to be socially acceptable or true to yourself? One question that only you can answer and you may not wish to answer it in a public forum like this: How likely are you to carry out your fantasies? I have found that for myself, I enjoy looking at boys, but I'm not about to do anything with a boy that I might dream about. Now, when I'm with other people, I don't mention this, one way or another. I just enjoy watching, when there's a boy to enjoy! This is just in case they wouldn't understand. No doubt, I'm not making much sense right now. I have a cat who insists on being fed and won't accept anything I've given her, so I'm a bit distracted. I'll try to make sense later |
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