Young Love
Submitted by JamesCrow on November 9 2001 14:15:34
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Hello Eveyone, I am a 39yo man that is a pedophile. I have been attracted to pre-teen boys and girls ever since I can remember. I was 16 when I realized that I was attracted to babies, when I first saw my little brother being changed. I was very aroused and excited by his cute body. As I grew older I dated woman just so I get close to there kids. I was almost to the point of trying to propose marriage to a woman because I wanted to be her son's father and also his bf. As time went on I started to get back into thinking about young infant boys and girls. I would look through magazines and see a young infant boy or girl and get very excited. I started to go to confessions and admitting my desires to the priest at this local church. He would have me get into full detail discussions about my feelings for young boys. Well one day as I was leaving I looked inside the door of his both and found him with his pants on the floor cleaning up his mess. He was getting excited by my stories and desires. So for a few years I stopped going to church. I now have a Yf that is 5 and he has changed my life, he also has a 2yo brother that I find to be very cute and sexy. I am getting to know his mother very well and she started asking me to come to church with them and I have and I have realized that I need to give the church another chance. I am still very aroused by boys and find them to be extremely attractive. I am very close with her two boys and find that bath time and tucking them into bed to be very special moments that I have with them. She wants to have a child with me but I am scared to do so because of my attraction to children. I am so scared and confused on what to do |
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