It wasn't my choice either.

I cannot understand why you would see Boylove as a tragedy when we are all created to serve others. As with anything you are given in this life, it is how you use it. I doubt I am being punished but instead given a talent to put to use for the good. You can mentor a boy to health and happiness or you can keep that part inside you because you feel like a vampire or a tradgedy. Gifts can be used in the negative or the positive; I choose the positive. FB Drive like Hell; you'll get there.