In am indeed attracted to adult women I am also attacted to both boys and girls but mostly boys between the ages of 9 to 14. I am sincerely out to find Miss. Right. I beleive that God has but aside a sigifigant other for all of us but it's just a matter of finding them. But my problem is that I am always settling for Miss. Right Now. I go into relationships with blinkers on. I ignore obvious indications that persuing a romance with a particular girl will not work out. I would be more selective but the simple fact is that I'm scared of being alone. I have wants and urges like anybody else. I do beleive that I an capable of having a profond connection both phycical and emotional with a woman. I am afraid of hurting a girlfriend with the fact that I am a MAA. I know it can be a tramatic thing for a girl to deal with. I have seen how it has effected my cousin Alma. Alma is a very solid and courageous person and I'm blessed to have her but I worry what the knowledge of my attraction would do to a less solid person. I wouldn't want to inflict that on anyone. Thanks for your input John Doe. Gabe |