old thoughts and new problems
Submitted by Badger on November 14 2001 20:30:57
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Hello to everyone here. I am a Christian boylover. My life has been very blessed for a long time, since I came to accept Christ years ago. However, in the last bit of time, some very problematic events have occurred. I have participated in several different boylover boards on the internet. Not too long ago, I received an email sent to my BL address that stated that someone in real life knew about my BL, knew about my YF's, knew lots about my real life, to say the least. They provided enough specific details for me to know that they live in my hometown and have at the least seen me in person with several of my Yf's. They also warned me to stay away from the boys, mentioning some names of my YF's. Since then, the same person has sent me several emails, although not in a very threatening manner. While it is obvious that they disapprove, the emails are not full of hatred and venom. True, some is there, but almost it seems that the person is a Christian and desires for me to be "healed" of my boylove. This is distessing to me, to know that someone in my town knows about me. Several people here do know, but I am aware of it, and we have spoken about it. As a matter of fact, a man I am very close to knows, and we are working through our relationship with each other and with christ and the Lord and my boylove. I would ask for your prayers, that this person might not be so consumed with hate and fear that they would pursue any kind of legal consequences. (this person could cause me lots of trouble...maybe not jail, but surely copious amounts of trouble, socially-although in these fearful times, who knows what the outcome could be?) Ask also, if you would, that the Lord would reveal to me what He desires for my future, and which path He would like me to tread from this point. Ask for peace for me, for assurance, and for God's strength to flow in me. Ask for the peace of Christ to rain on me...and the protection of the Holy Spirit to lay about me. Grace and peace to all, Badger |
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