Hey everyone. Thanks for praying. I had a great time with him today. I didn't get obsessive and I don't think I will either. I realized that another reason that I was obsessing was because he had said some things the last time I saw him that made me think he was sick of me. I hadn't even realized that it was impacting me as much as it did. I think God brought that to my attention. Since I knew that, I knew better how to deal with it. I did talk to him about it, and we worked out the misunderstanding. I think that he respected me even more for talking about it than if I would have done drastic things to get his affection back. So I believe that God worked it out for the best. I had asked for a verse to remember when things started getting out of control. I didn't rely on a verse so much as just a concept that God would have to supernaturally work it out. The word 'supernatural' kept coming to mind when I needed it. Weird that one word would help, but it did. Again, I believe that it was God letting me know that he was still there. I don't think I have this conquered yet, but I think that today went really well. Thanks for praying, and don't forget to keep praying. Thanks guys. tigris |