Re: This might help
Submitted by Gentle Giant on January 8 2002 15:59:45
In reply to This might help submitted by Mark on January 7 2002 21:50:52
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Thanks for all of your kind words. It is comforting to know I guess that I am not alone and that there are many others who strugle with such things. I still haven't thought of a place to go after this weekend or what I will do. I guess maybe the best thing is to take what few thigns I got and go to a city that is gay friendly and try to find some help getting back on my feet. What city would anyone recommend? I can stay in a shelter if I have to. My only other option is more final, one on which I think of hourly. It is at times all I can do to fight it. But theres not much fight left in me. I am tired of living my life in the secrets and shadows and wonder if I would not please God more by not displeasing Him so very much. I am in a no win situation. The clock keeps ticking and I wonder why it is God allows me to go through this if He loves me so much. Surely He knows I can't take any more. I don't know anything anymore. Someone sugested I use a better name so I will just call myself......... Gentle Giant |
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