My Parents
Submitted by Justin on January 10 2002 15:51:35
| Hello, I am a boylover. I just recently told my parents that I am a boylover. My parents at first thought that I said I was gay but as I continued to tell them they realized that I had an attraction to preteen boys. This was the scariest day of my life sitting in front of my parents telling them that I am a boylover or the word they know better, a pedophile. My father couldn't understand how I could be attracted to a boy that young. I told him that I was and that I feel so more relaxed with a young boy than I do with an adult my age. My mom then told me that god will never accept you as a boylover and that if I want to be fully forgiven, that I will have to pass this phase and become a non-boylover. In my head I know that that will never happen. I will love boys until the day that I die, I have no desire to hide my feelings about young boys. My nephew came into the room and my dad was getting so frustrated and he took my nephew and asked me what about a 6yo boy I liked. I told him everything. He then got up and left, my nephew was crying and came up to me and gave me a hug, my mother told him to get away from me. I just can't understand why my parents think that I am a child molester or something like that. They also told me that they don't want me coming to church with them anymore because God doesn't accept pedophiles. I felt so bad and kinda wish I never told them anything. I just don't know what to do? |
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