I found out today that TJ will be moving far away in a matter of weeks. I knew that this was always a risk, as their life here was miserable. Still, when his Mom told me this, I knew that I would never be part of TJs life. I am so crushed I can't even cry. I just feel numb. I hate being a BL today. I hate the hurt. Thanks for listening. You are not alone. Love, Ben |