To Sally
Submitted by Pendragon on March 25 2002 21:30:16
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Dear Sally, Life is just not fair... (my father alwyas says "who said life is fair?". Can you please explain to me why God would make so many men love boys on so many levels? Yes, I am attracted to boys, both physically and emotionally and spiritually. The only way for me to think of how I feel for boys is how most boys feel towards girls and move on to manhood feeling the same way for women until God leads him to that one woman who he is meant to bond with. But until he finds that one woman he is still attracted to and loves women on many levels. He will court them, date them, laugh with them, go to movies with them, hold them in his arms, smell their hair, touch their skin and wish he could never leave that feeling. That is how I feel towards boys. I love seeing them, watching them play, meeting them, becoming their "best friend in the world", watching them grow, taking them to movies, laughing ourselves crazy until our sides hurt so much we can't take it anymore. They plop themselves into my lap and I want to melt away. I have never had sex with a boy. Tempted? Yes. And God did make me this way... I was not molested as a boy or anything like that. I am married and we are trying to ... as you say.. have children of our own. But it is very hard when God made me physically attracted to boys and not women. Please... tell me why? Godspeed, Pendragon "Doctor my woman is coming back home late today. Could you maybe give me something? Cause the feeling is gone and I must get it back, right away... before she sees.. That I've been ... Up, down, trying to get the feeling again" Barry Manilow... |
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