Just happened on to this forum a couple of days ago and glad to know that I am not alone as christian BL. I am Sunday School Superintendant and lay Leader and would not dare share my desires with anyone here locally. Had some problems over ten years ago being too affectionate with some young boys and had to relocate to another state and start over. I have kept myself pure but still look at boys and long for a deeper friendship but just don't dare. |