Re: What do you do when you fail?
Submitted by Muddyfox72 on 2002-07-9 07:30:58, Tuesday
In reply to What do you do when you fail? submitted by Dakota on 2002-07-7 12:02:47, Sunday
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I'm not immune to the problem, even though I feel that I can refrain from sexual activity in 99.9% of children I've been around & worked with, but I try my best to keep my feelings to myself. I have also fallen, with a close yf who I've known for 4 years+, he came out to me saying he was BI & during our many times alone, sin has entered that time alone. The feelings of guilt seem to hit me very late after the event, but the yearning for more is also just as strong. Recently he got himself into debt, he's only 15 & is being pressured by some men to hand over a large sum of money to pay this debt, for something he loaned from them & then disposed of due to fear of what it was (the thing is still unknown to me). His first thought, before telling me what had happened was to try to Blackmail me about our relationship. I saw through that (though it's still very active in my mind) & have agreed to help him financially with his problem. It's still far from being solved & my personal feelings for him still make me worry about him & his safety in this situation. He has until the end of this month to pay his debt & I am saving money for him to meet the demand. I have prayed on many occasions for maybe a non-financial end to the story, but also if it comes to paying them the money, he will be safe & it will be over. Others I trust, don't agree & think he's in danger of being used as a money bank, to be threatened for cash whenever their short. The Lord is answering my questions in his time, but I still know nothing positive. I hope that maybe prayers here might bring new light to the situation. Best regards Muddyfox72 p.s. - you can e-mail me if you want as well! |
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