Hi Splash!, A part of me would love to collect videos and pictures of all these beautiful boys, but an even greater part of me tells me it's wrong. .... Maybe I shouldn't be nurturing this part of me as much as I do. I struggle with this. What does this online BL experience give us? I distorted picture of the world and our place in it? The knowledge that "we are not alone"? The desire to "wallow" in our sinfulness? The ability to create a positive lens of affirmation for who we are? Recently I was encouraged to think about repentance and its place in my life. I have struggled with objectification and pictures, and I've been trying to find a balance, and a coherent outlook on these issues. It isn't easy. I don't have many answers. I want to write something that makes sense, but the words aren't coming into my head... Thoughts are welcome.. Peace of Christ, Bach |