I must admit that you may have slipped a bit but I can honestly say that had I been in your shoes a lot more would have happened than just holding and carressing. I commend you for your ability to abstain to the extent that you where able. I also understand your longing and desire to feel close to someone. I have been really struggling with those same desires for about the past 2 months. I feel as if I am starting to slip into depression. I know that God did not intend me to be as unhappy as I am, but I look around and see straight men and women happy, I look around and see gay men and lesbians happy and I wonder, will I ever get to feel the love and comfort of holding someone that loves me for me. |