Re: Is it safe?
Submitted by drew on 2002-07-14 13:49:16, Sunday
In reply to Is it safe? submitted by coffee_kid on 2002-07-14 00:40:11, Sunday
| I beleive that if we always follow Christ and what we KNOW he is telling us to do that we can change our desires. Just about a year ago I got married, I knew that it was God's will and I had never been happier. Shortly after that I had the oppurtunity come into my life to become a mentor for a 10 year old boy. He did not have a father and needed a good christian role model to help lead and guide him on the road to becoming a man. Well even though I felt that God was telling me to stay away from him, I let my bl control me. My bl desire caused me to start focusing my attention on the boy instead of my wife and now my marriage has ended. I still see the boy once or twice a week, but each time I see him I know that God is dipleased, but at this time in my life I don't have the strength to walk away from the lust that is holding me to this boy. I long for the passion and love in a relatioship that I feel for this boy. Had I kept my eyes on Jesus, instead of the boy, I would still be happily married. There has got to be a heaven, because the life I'm living right now is PURE HELL. Love in Christ drew |
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