Re: I feel like crap!
Submitted by Muddyfox72 on 2002-08-20 10:35:23, Tuesday
In reply to I feel like crap! submitted by just me on 2002-08-20 07:43:38, Tuesday
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I agree with drew & BillBo on your message. Firstly there's nothing wrong with you or your attraction to boys, as long as it's used properly, to help them rather that for one's personal satisfaction. At 17 I could've become a Predator through my own personal experiences, but The Lord changed me to use my love to help those he sent me & many here know my problems with boys over the years. To comment on the X-rated porn you mentioned, I hope I don't sound a bit harsh here. This is dangerous stuff & the Police & FBI (I guess) are monitoring sites & those who access them, please try to steer away from them if you can. (One member of BC has already been caught in a Police sting, last week.) Try also to think about what the boys in the pictures are going through. As I said above, through personal experience at 11, I know what it feels like to have a large muscle inserted into the body at a young age & I can tell you that for me it was painful & very uncomfortable, not to mention sore for days after. Fortunately, it only happened on two occasions in that way, but through that experience I can never subject a child to that or wish to experience it myself again. I've also read on-line stories about boys involved in some of these pictures & feel for their safety, at the hands of Predators who have no feelings at all for these boys, only to satisfy their own desires. Don't get me wrong, I'm not here to condemn you, but hopefully to help you move away from this type of arousing activity. I don't know if I've mentioned it here before, but one of the boys mentioned online was called "Chris", I believe he's quite well known. I still fear for his safety now & can't imagine what future he has or what he's going through now. But the stories were pretty gruesome. I hope that I've helped you out a bit, my e-mail address is above if you wish to contact me. Again, I'm here to help & please visit here often, as there are plenty of people here to help you through your troubled times, however painful they are. God bless MF72 |
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