I think most people here can identify with your struggles. You say you're fairly young, so you haven't had a lot of time to learn to deal with your desires. So I want to tell you that you CAN live with them. Don't ever think that it's inevitable that you will someday lose control. Don't ever think of it as forces you can't control because you CAN control them. In the same way "normal" men resist the temptation to have sex with every girl they meet, you can also resist the temptation to have sex with kids. Your attractions will probably never go away, but it does get easier to live with in time. Dakota |