help me
Submitted by Toby(lets be honest for once) on 2002-09-6 21:49:47, Friday
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Hello, this is very hard for me but I've decided for a complete leap of faith and cast my feelings into the hands of complete strangers...I hope it will be fine... Right well I am, what you people call a pedophile, not an old, dirty man who runs around in parks with loose clothing and rapes small children, in fact I have never, EVER laid a hand on any child, however, deep down I know exactly it is what I am longing for...I am relativly young, I am in constant proximity of small children, they seem to like me for some odd reason, and every time i see them it's as if im being tempted...or tested, I don't know. Anyway I am afraid that in the end these carnal urges become too much for me, that i will no longer be content to sit and dream but to actually let forces i can't control lash out on innocents...I, I...erm i wouldn't do anything at the moment though, i can still contain myself but i bid somoene out there please help, just so i get in contact with someone out there...And if my friends read this...Well firstly why are you here? and also now you know something new about me...No you don't have to lock up your children or sisters or anything, please, I'm a simple Christan looking for help amongst other people who might MIGHT even understand me... So is there anyone who can send me a message of hope? I don't want to succumb, i don't...Please can someone help me? Affectionate regards, Toby |
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