Howdy!
Submitted by JohnDoe420 on 2002-09-7 15:24:05, Saturday
In reply to help me submitted by Toby(lets be honest for once) on 2002-09-6 21:49:47, Friday
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Your email account allows (requires) you to be traced, btw. Hello, this is very hard for me but I've decided for a complete leap of faith and cast my feelings into the hands of complete strangers...I hope it will be fine... Welcome! Don't worry - if they bite too much, I'll yell "Down, doggie!" at the top of my lungs. ;) Right well I am, what you people call a pedophile, not an old, dirty man who runs around in parks with loose clothing and rapes small children, in fact I have never, EVER laid a hand on any child, however, deep down I know exactly it is what I am longing for... We know, dear, we know... and some of us know, further still, the exactitude of how you became persecuted by cruel people towards even crueler ends... ...did you know that the vast majority of people who engage in adult-child sexual contact aren't pedophiles? No attraction, just convenience and power... I am in constant proximity of small children, they seem to like me for some odd reason, and every time i see them it's as if im being tempted...or tested, I don't know. Option three... Let go of society's simple "inherently holier-than-them/inherently-unspeakably-evil" either-or criteria for a second. It has been lain inherent unto you such that children seem to consider you a boon within their life. ...could it possibly be that it has been lain inherent unto you, that you might be a boon unto the lives of children? ...just a thought... Anyway I am afraid that in the end these carnal urges become too much for me, that i will no longer be content to sit and dream but to actually let forces i can't control lash out on innocents... I've heard many fear what they were told that they inexorably and inevitably were, but I've never known one to act outside of a conscious, voluntary decision. Besides - I can tell you from experience that interpersonal interaction can give one something distracting to do, even when one's been kidnapped by one's lgf and her family for weeks on end, making it somewhat discourteous and inopportune to seek one's own release alone. What's DIFFICULT is when someone who taught you the meaning of all the bible verses surrounding marriage ('...the two were made as one flesh...' only specifically refers to sex in the minds of depraved fundies, BTW) wants, to use the colloquial, a piece o' dat... Yeah. It happens. It's unnerving, in this age. Well firstly why are you here? Well, I'm here to see whom each serve... but such is apparently put on hold for the time, as you have issues of your own... Why am I on the 'net? Because, it's just my tool to set the world to rights. Would you like to know the cruel trick which you became, believe it or not, the incidental victim of? In the 1970s, child abuse entered into the national spotlight, as well as other flaws of the 'traditional (heterosexist patriarchal) family,' namely spousal abuse. At this time, the focus was on intrafamilial abuse, naturally. This accounts for over 90% of all child abuse(1), and over 8 times as many abductions as 'non-family abduction' (of which the near-mythical 'stranger abduction' is a small subset).(2) In the 80s, a counterassault was begun, and the public debate on child abuse focused near-exclusively in a lynch-mob hysteria against non-Christian religion as a hotbed of evil and deviant sexual orientation. Such has remained the throne of power of this camp - whom I will not name, nor mention whom they truly serve - since, to strike at things utterly unrelated. What are the realities of this action? It is known that over 90% of all child abuse is intrafamilial(1). By chasing a mythical red herring, of... how did you put it? ...an old, dirty man who runs around in parks with loose clothing and rapes small children... ...these now have de-facto utter untouchability; "Don't talk to strangers" is a completely different saftey rule for 'daddy' than it is for the person who chases the myth, and the most atrocious of abusers can hide their nessecary insularity under 'keeping the children safe.' Speaking of 'keeping the children safe,' let's see how society fares on dealing with that 90-odd percent when they're forced, shall we? Hmm... Despite the grotesque amount of abuse in the family(1), the only other existant "recourse" for a minor has a rate of abuse 3 times higher, per-capita, and over 5 times the fatality-from-abuse rate, per capita(3). Despite the harsh realities, a minor who takes into his/her hands the only possible hope for saftey they have - running away - is forcibly returned to one or the other; direct complicity in perpetrating child abuse. No one gives a FUCK about children with the exception, possibly, of pedophiles like you. It's all just a DAMNED cruel lie to further their power at the expense of ourselves and those we love. 1) : U.S. DHHS, 'Child Maltreatment 1999' 2)http://www.missingkids.com/html/ncmec_default_case.html 3)http://www.cpswatch.com/stats/ |
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