Re: My situation
Submitted by Reason Filled on 2002-09-9 14:12:10, Monday
In reply to My situation submitted by Drifter on 2002-08-4 13:26:30, Sunday
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The same problem plagues me as well. Although I do draw my feelings to be a result of my lack of a father, I also remember an attraction to boys when I was one myself. Now I can't say it was sexual, because I had no idea what sexual was. I was more, curious. I had no sexual desires, just desires to see other boys in the buff. When puberty came my desire for girls kicked in, but my fascination with boys stayed. And as I got older, that fascination stayed with prepubescent boys. Never have I had the slightest amount of desire or curiosity for an pubescent male. Is that because masculinity turns me off, but I can like boys because they are more "womanlike" (soft skin, high voice, need protection)? Man I wish someone would figure this all out and clue me in. :) |
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