Thanks for that analysis. It hits the spot with me. I had no dad, but did have a grandpa who died when I was 11. My sexual adventures with other boys began at that age. But now I often feel that I want to give the "father love" that I missed to boys of that age. It dont explain the sexual attraction, but does I think explain the emotional attraction. I think somewhere in my teens the two got entangled unfortunately. I also think the very strong "Thou shalt have nothing sexual to do with girls" of my youth put up barriers in the wrong places. Please God move the barriers! Bill |