Returning to the Fellowship of brothers
Submitted by nate on 2002-09-17 00:12:21, Tuesday
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Well, I am back home,now. After I found the courage to confess to my local pastor that I was sexually attracted to boys, I found myself cutoff, isolated, and rejected by not only my church, but much of the small community that I lived in. That was about six years ago and it has been a very trying time. With the encouragement that I found here at CBF, I was able to lift my head again, pick up stakes, and have moved across country to a new place and the promise of a new life. I am still prayerfully deciding what that new life will be, but an important piece of it is to stay accountable with all of you here. You know, God used CBF to save my life. They almost had me convinced that I was evil, dangerous, beyond redemption, and beyond hope. Out of my frustration and loneliness, my fantasies were becoming increasingly dark and desperate. My friends here helped me to raise my face again to the Light and realize that what is in me is love for boys, not hate. Thank you, all of you here. I see lots of new nicks. I look forward to getting to know you. You can find out more about me in the old posts. Peace, Nate |
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