Re: Some answers
Submitted by Jules on 2002-11-8 19:02:56, Friday
In reply to Some answers submitted by Drifter on 2002-11-8 13:46:11, Friday
Even though I knew nothing about sex at the time, I knew that this boy was attractive to me, and I remember having a dream where I was looking through a window from outside while this boy was being undressed. I remember being particularly drawn to his chest in my dream (and probably in real life too, though since this is such an early memory I dont remember all the details).I think I had the same kind of thing about wanting to see a boy undressed although I can't remember any details; I wonder whether it was because nudity was not allowed at home, and/or because I had no brothers. I also knew at the time, that no one could find out that I felt this way about him. I dont know how I knew, but I knew that this was something that had to be kept secretThat's just the same as I felt at that age - somehow I knew it was unique to me, and knew I was different. Other than that, no I dont think my sexuality wouldve turned out different. I believe that in my case there is a genetic link, and the number of pedophiles in my family tree testifies to this.Now that's controversial enough to deserve further discussion! Do you know of any research that would back up your idea or is it just your own observation? For a long time I believed that I must be demonically posessed. This thought practically drove me crazy.It would! That's worse than I had, and it doesn't reflect well on the way the church presents the faith to its young members! Thanks for sharing. With Christian love, Jules |
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