Elekid's final battle
Submitted by Halo on 2002-11-19 08:01:04, Tuesday
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Unexpectedly Elekid was to try & stop me leaving to visit my gf for a week. He did manage to cause sufficient delays, but I arrived late last night. He wanted to see me off to the station, but we ended up spending a couple of hours alone in my room together (free of charge). All I can say is that with the trust he showed me & openess in those few hours, I really don't know why he's afraid to sleep over, unless he really thinks he won't be allowed. Yes he is 18 & legally he is free to do what he wants, but something definately is holding him back. After leaving my place, we went to get a couple of drinks for a "last time for a while" drink session. The missus phoned me asking why I was late leaving, I told her (for the first time) about Elekid. "He's not one of your gay friends is he? Cause if your carrying on with him (relationship or otherwise) you can stay there!" I reasured her that nothing was going on untowards & I was leaving in 10 mins to catch the train (but actually didn't cause I needed to talk to Elekid first). We got the drinks & played pool for a couple of games. We were joined by Pichu & Brock who I also explained to them what was happening. It wasn't the first time she'd complained like this about me spending more time with my friends instead of seeing her (ie: DX, Ginger & Metro). Brock said it was his b'day soon & I was going to miss it, Pichu asked me to give him $15 for it. He later returned it, cause he couldn't really accept it off me (showing true guilt at the money thing, I guess, but it was really his b'day). I boarded my train with El, Pichu & Brock. After dropping them off, El said he couldn't cope without me & was going to kill himself again (emotional blackmail???), but I told Pichu & Brock to look after him, which they did. He phoned several times whilst I was on the train, but I eventually got home safely. I also got texes from Brock saying that Pichu was peed off with his brother Elekid persisting with his claims of suicide cause I wasn't there for a week. (This shows it's not faked emotions from him, he really does need me around him.) Is he in love with me???? No news today, except a brief call from L. I hope to start filming soon probably next week, hopefully convincing Elekid that I'm away again to get this film started. Haven't seen Ginger or Metro yet, but am here in a Internet place with Rattata. Thanks again to all readers for your support, I feel that I have made the right choice financially by going home for a week & it should determine their true feelings for me in the long-run. Posters on BC say I'm doing the right things???? But as a Christian I know in my heart, that it's not right, but it comes down to a bit of deliverance ministy here. I'll explain. When someone is "delivered" from an evil spirit or demon, they have to be filled with "The Holy Spirit" from God in order to prevent the Evil Spirit returning (the Bible says that the Evil Spirit will return with seven or several others to make the person even worse than before), so when you take something out of their lives like Gambling, you have to replace it with something else, otherwise, they will return to their former addition with more ferosity than before! This is where God come in, but I struggle to find the opportunities to introduce God & Jesus into their lives. I've sent a text to Elekid, which hopefully is still on his phone, but he really needs to know God's saving love, in order to beat this addition. This is why I'm still with him. I need your support with this. I want to bring them to Christ cause that is what I'm here for surely! Many thanks Halo |
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