I enjoy reading your adventures, but I've already told you I don't agree with the situation. I don't see the need to beat you over the head with my opinions every time you post.|
But I did see one new thing here that is interesting. You said that as a Christian you know it isn't right, but you feel you need to lead them to God. I don't think God uses "what isn't right" to bring people to Him. They may be drawn to Him IN SPITE of what isn't right, but not because of it. I'm not saying one has to be perfect to lead people to Christ, but you can't be looking for "what isn't right" from them on one hand, and expect them to believe your talk of God on the other. That's kind of like a John (customer) trying to bring the prostitue he hires to God.
One other thing. It does seem like elekid is becoming quite dependant on you. He may even love you, I don't know. But I don't see this as a good thing. The right kind of love doesn't think about killing himself when the person is away. And I'm not even going to go into the emotional harm the kind of love an 18yo kid has with a 30something man can bring to the kid.
But it's your life (and the boys' lives). Do whatever you think God would want you to.