Hey. Well, I can't say much without being a hypocrite here. I feel the same way still, and I have tried to kill myself before too. Hell wasn't exactly my fear when I stopped, though. It was that I'd be hurting the one person who completely understood me and still loved me. Plus, God saved my life once in a big way, and I guess that made me feel that my life must have a purpose. You have a purpose too, so don't let all this get in the way of you knowing that. I hope you are feeling better, and that you get some good help from the wiser people on this board. Love, Hopesalive |