I know exactly how you feel. I think most people here do. I used to be afraid to tell anyone that i was attracted to young boys. I thought I would be rejected for sure. This year i got up the courage to tell a couple of my close christian friends about my struggles. They accepted me for who I am. They don't see me the way that the rest of the world would. Everyone has struggles and this just happens to be ours. It really helped me to tell my friends. I felt like a big weight was lifted off of me. It is also a blessing to have found this forum. I'm fairly new here too and it's already been a blessing in my life to know there are others who have the same struggle. Anyways, welcome to the forum. God bless you laserbrain |