Cham - I'd love to talk further with you. I am in a very similar situation that you are in, thought I've come to it quite differently. I am Jewish, but not really practicing. Through the magic of two very beautiful boys I came to be good friends with their father. The next thing I knew, he wanted to help me find God and invited me to church. Having found no faith whatsoever in my own religion, and attentive because of the boys involved I have begun to read the bible. I don't know where I am going with it right now. Maybe we can share. You are not alone. Ben |