I have spent many a lonely day being a BL. I have had friends come and go. Only a very few really understood me. I believe God has shown me that one must not focus on a narrow coarse with life but look at a broader picture. After a lot of turmoil I have learned to live with my self and to really look at all that life has to offer. I can get enjoyment out of a beautiful spring day or seeing someone selflessly help someone more unfortunate. I am a nurse and I get a lot of satisfaction helping people to get well or die with dignity. I admit that I could use some more understanding friends, but I also know that I will survive and enjoy life as long as their is one simple thing left to live for. |