Ben: Glad to hear about your time with the twins. It's fascinating to hear everyone's stories, and to know that there are other Christian brothers out there who struggle with their feelings, and yet have offered their "orientation" up to God, and are being transformed into His likeness. To feel love: Agape (unconditional, sacrificial love) or Philios (brotherly, affectionate love) without being wrapped up in the uncertainty and subtle danger of Eros is the balance I am seeking myself. May God and His Christ grant me this continuing strength. Rejoice, everyone, in the way that Christ is saving us (continuing to save us each day). A holy Holy week to you all. Chadron |